HELLO HELLO HELLO!!!

I could have sworn I posted yesterday but I guess not!! Sorry about that! How am I today?? Well let's see.. I feel pretty good. Bradyn has been sick so that kinda sucks but he is much better today. I worked out Sunday night and last night and I will probably go again tonight.. I had a great time last night. I found my ipod so I had some kickin' tunes to jam out too.. A couple of times I caught myself semi dancing as I was riding the precore (I did it for a whole 4 min again!!! ) and I giggled because I am sure people saw me... I have been thinking about goals again. I actually forgot to mention this goal when I first listed them. I WOULD LOVE TO WEIGH LESS THAN 200 LBS!! I dont' think I have weighed less than 200 lbs since I was a teenager. God that would feel so good to get on those scales and see 199.999999999 instead of a big honkin' 200 number.. So right now I have to loose about 79lbs or so to see my miracle number.. I know that a lot of trainers and such say.. "Don't look at the numbers because muscle weighs more than fat blah blah blah blah blah" but if you have ever been overweight like me.. Numbers do play a very important role in weight loss.. I know before when I was loosing it the wrong way I would weigh myself EVERY DAY more than once a day!! After a binge I would purge it and then weigh again.. I know it is so sick isn't it??!!??!! I have only weighed myself twice since I have started all this which is pretty good but I weighed on my mom's scales which don't weigh me the same as the Wellness Center ones do so I really don't know for sure the exact number.. All I know is this shit is coming OFF!!! I have done pretty well with my eating I still eat what I want but I try not to eat so much of it. I also was supposed to go to Overeaters Anonymous today but Bradyn is still sick and Allen didn't want him to go to school today since it is sooooooooooo freakin' cold here. I was kinda bummed about it too because I was kinda excited about going and getting some things off my chest.. Posting things here does help but it doesn't compare much to talking to someone who can really relate to what I am going through..