Friday, January 9, 2009


My head is telling me WOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My body is saying OHHHHHH GOD IT'S GONNA HURT!!! But for now my head is outweighing my overweight body for a change!! I am truly excited.. I had trouble sleeping last night but that's really not that unusual.. What was unusual was that I was thinking about today and how I know it's gonna be the start of a new life for me. I am not saying that joining a gym is gonna change it all because for a lot of people ME INCLUDED ya start of right and then ya just get sick of it.. I guess what I am saying is that it's not the gym that is going to change me it's ME that's going to change me and that is super kewl!

This morning I am sitting here again trying to get awake and having me a piping hot bowl of oatmeal which is VERY diffrent because I NEVER eat in the morning.. I usually don't put a thing in my body to eat until after 2 or so because for one I sleep late and then for another I just don't feel like eating until then which I KNOW IS SOOO NOT GOOD FOR MY BODY.. Oh and did I stick with my goal and NOT go back to sleep yesterday.. Well sort of.. I was all the way up until about 1 or so and my eyes kept trying to close on me so I ended up dosing off for about an hour or so before having to go pick up Bradyn.. So that's not to bad at least it wasn't all damn day long.. I know that lack of sleep at night really is the cause of that so my goal for today is to NOT go to bed until 11am that may seem late to some but to me that is OLD PERSON EARLY!! LOL.. I am such a night owl!!!!!! Ok well I am off to start my day.. I go to the Wellness Center at 11am for my assessment! Wish me luck!! Wait what am I saying.. LUCK AIN'T GOT SHIT TO DO WITH THIS!! This is all me baby!!!

1 comment:

  1. Did you hear that? I screamed as loud as I could, "Its all you, baby!" I could get fired.