I didn't do well today..

I forgot to add this in my last post so I will say it here.. I didn't do well with eating today or exercising.. I ended up not going to the gym today and I had donuts, 2 hamburgers and a lean cuisine meal all in one day.. I think I am just really nervous.. Tomorrow I have to testify in court and that is all I thought about today.. I am not nervous as to what I am going to say because all I can say is the truth but what I am nervous about is getting in front of people and talking.. That is totally me being self conscious about my body. It is something I have to do for my family though.. Anyway just thought I would add that in since I want this to be an honest blog about my weight loss journey..